This is Farewell

Been procrastinating...still...haven't overcome it yet. Difficult. Painful. But must discipline myself. I think I deserve to be shouted at and be reprimanded but my boss chose to deal with me gently and reminding of things I must finish. I am grateful. I am lucky. But I am embarrassed as well. I won't be as lucky always. Must do the switch, from procrastinat-er missionary to hardworker missionary. Right now. List things I need to do and lay them all out and finish them all in one month's time. Before I go home to Cebu. I don't wanna be hard on myself though. God wouldn't want that too. He'll be hurt more than I will be. Don't want that. Will take it one great day at a time. Will take it one-item-in-my-things-to-do-list at a time. Must learn to time manage. Reminded for the nth time once again. Must know when too much is too much. Praying for the grace and strength and courage and motivation to be able to do so. I was able to do a week of sleeping early and waking up before 8. I can do this too. My boss, my team and my family trusts me. That is more than enough encouragement and strength. God has planted a seed in me, love towards online and web marketing. I will nurture this. I will allow myself to learn and to share whatever I am taught. To God be the glory! Bye, procrastinat-er me. I will miss you...NOT. You have not served me well. You have stopped from allowing myself to more growth to achieve and work for my dreams and plans for the future. This is farewell. This is goodbye.

Posting this on my blog para pressure on my part...Teehee...