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February 24, 2010

UP.

Russell: Good afternoon. Are you in need of any assistance today, sir?
Carl Fredricksen: No.
Russell: I could help you cross the street.
Carl Fredricksen: No.
Russell: I could help you cross your yard.
Carl Fredricksen: No.
Russell: I could help you cross your porch.
Carl Fredricksen: No!

this seemingly simple yet funny conversation was one of my favorite exchange of wits in the movie UP, especially when delivered by an adorable and "tambok" (that actually made him really cute) boy scout trying to complete his badges. this movie caught my heart once again, like the last Pixar film, Wall-E. And the reason i'm writing this blog is because I want to take advantage of the laptop that will be staying with us for a week. the urge to blog, a short one for now, is irresistible, maybe because i want to take my mind off our upcoming final thesis defense. this is no movie review! haha. the other reason i'm writing this is because i want to add a new category on my blog. whoopee! inspiring motive right. the last reason is a friend sent me this picture minutes ago that made me recall this movie.
 
doesn't this reminds you of  Mr. Fredricksen's house and i love the bursts of color of the balloons amidst the monochrome-colored and modern structures.

 
then i saw a picture of this cute little boy being reblogged in tumblr. Doesn't he remind you of Russel?

 
scenes of ellie and carl melted my heart. aaaaawww. <3 love. love. love. splendid thing. can't wait for the day when i get to meet someone and fall in love, do mushy stuffs and like this scene, have a picnic together, lie on your backs under the shade of a tree and talk for hours about your dreams and adventures together and spending your time doing a lot of things that you both love and learn to love. patiently waiting for God's plan to unfold before me.

February 16, 2010

thes-is it.

          it's 6 days til our documentation deadline and 9 days before our final thesis defense. everyone's busy or trying to look busy. the clocks ticking and this is one of the times where i dread the approaching of a main event in my life. it is a main event, because i want it to be and it took us a year to prepare for that big day, which we didn't really utilize since we love to cram and we are quite good at that. main event as it will determine, after 5 looooooooong years, that we are qualified for graduation and get a degree, and i get to crush this out from my bucket list.
         our thesis is no easy feat. i took up an engineering course and i'm still trying to figure out why. but anyways, what can i do, i'm almost at the end of that part of my life and i just can't wait. our thesis involves a lot of studying, researching, learning a lot of new stuffs, programming, modulating, facebook-ing, movie-watching, chats, online gaming like picaball, dinners, snacks and lunches together. what can be more tedious than that? in other words, kapoy. haha. our consolation is at the end of all these, we're gonna treat ourselves a massage and a two-day out of town in Moalboal, if Mayang is still up for it. hehe. our thesis entitled, "Acoustic Modem for Wireless Sensor Networks" is totally *i'm at a loss for the right adjective to insert here so please don't hesitate to insert your own adjective, something synonymous to most complicated*. but i believe in my groupmates so much, seriously, no hint of sarcasm there. they're the smartest and funniest and wittiest people you'll ever meet and there's never a dull moment with them. our thesis adviser is also one of the smartest, most generous and most kind-hearted professors i know. he's spending most of his tuesdays and thursdays with us, helping us out and scaring us at the same time (not in the bad away, really). so take a glimpse of what we've been up to.

our testing area, the USC Main swimming pool.


our set-up that only us ECEs could understand. sorry. kidding. hehe.


underwater microphones. how cool is that? dolphins can get to talk to us in the future. exciting right? and i know you find it quite interesting.


underwater speaker. that's a tweeter enclosed in a lock 'n lock filled to the brim with a baby oil. way cool! and yeah, the pink thing is a small barbel. we need that so the speaker will submerge.


the proponents. :) me, the picaball-er Jorge, the very-excited-to-swim Knyl and Norman, who is not a group mate but is assisting us on that day.


Twinkle and Norman. they are not dating. they're talking about a lot of intellectual stuffs that both you and me could not understand. they're on a different level in the human species. 


Mayang seriously setting-up wires and stuffs.

and i got jell-y when i was't able to swim and jump off the pool like this while these two are having fun splashing around. :(


our ever-supportive and dedicated thesis adviser, Sir Isabelo Rabuya. had fun taking pictures of him while doing our testing. isn't he the bestest?

 
  
  


our thesis proposal happened months ago and we were in this formal get-up.very not us at all.
donna, knyl, me, twinkle and jorge. 
USC ECE BATCH 2010.

time to eat after that nerve- wracking thesis proposal defense. wasn't able to sleep well the night before, been having nightmares about missing the defense so i end up staying awake the whole time during the night. thanks for the egg sandwiches twinx, a labor of love indeed but i can't help to think that maybe you've been picking booger while making those sandwiches. total eeeeww! (that's how gross my friend is, my friends).


so i ask you to pray for us friends. don't get mad at me if i don't get to meet you up on dates and dinners, just give me til next week. can't wait til this is all over. 

*hope you don't mind if i'm not explaining the full details of our thesis here. i won't mind being called a geek. its just that, maybe it'll just bore you. :)

Hearts Day.

14th of February. special time of the year for lovers, or not, yet i always find this day ordinary, not finding any difference or significance from the rest of the days of a week. but it's now 2 years (last year and this year) that something made this day extra special for a lot of people. what would you do when you don't have someone special to spend that day with? no sign of bitterness there ok, im not yet ready for that kind of relationship anyways. why not spend it with people who needs our love and "kalinga" more. yes, i spent my hearts day exceptionally with people who matter to me, for two consecutive years, building new relationships with kids and families from the GK sites, holding a party for the kids with lots of games, goodies, singing and dancing, passing on sacks of "abuno" (soil needed to level the floor inside the soon-to-be homes) and hollowblocks, digging a septic tank under the glorious heat of the sun and getting a tan, or should i say, sunburn after, sharing lunch and taking lots of pictures here and there (hollow blocks are dropped at this time, sorry bout that.), and sharing hugs, stories, laughters and inspiration. and this may sound crazy but i get "kilig" and goosebumps listening to friends and people story-tell how that day was no ordinary but extra special cause it made them happy and inspired. talk about falling in love. to my family and friends, thank you for choosing to spend that special day with us. 
 


with the kids from GK Mananga, Talisay
 
while the kids are having fun with ates and kuyas, another group of young heroes are doing the physical work of building homes and having fun at the same time.


 
  
  

me and my GK buddy and bestfriend, Felice Soria.
 

how i spent my valentines day last year, went all the way to dumaguete with family and friends to share the love with the kids from GK Negros Oriental. t'was fun!

 

 

with family and friends



young heroes too, my baby brother paul with kuya matt.

 

meeting makisig morales, a young hero himself.


there you have it. you planning to make your next year's hearts day special too? don't hesitate to give me a call.

February 15, 2010

Bucket List

  i've decided to come up with my bucket list, thanks to Bo's article about 100 dreams. this took me months to finish just because. haha! usually people stop at 100 but i didn't and i think i'm even adding more things to do. hoping and praying that i get to do all this in my lifetime. this list ranges from simple things to do to crazy stuffs. yay!! brace yourself, this is gonna be a loooooooooooooong blog.
  • get a degree/ finish school
  • work fulltime for Gawad Kalinga
  • learn how to drive a car/ get a license
  • take up crash courses in photography, dancing, writing, drawing
  • join a pilgrimage
  • meet Bo Sanchez and Paulo Coelho
  • become a writer
  • compile all pictures in a scrapbook
  • join a marathon or a race
  • witness CFC being restored
  • have a spiritual adviser, a priest
  • interior design a room
  • witness a meteor shower
  • wish on a falling star
  • stargaze
  • experience a romantic date: moonlit dinner by the beach
  • meet more inspiring people from GK especially from other countries
  • give gifts and letters to everyone i know
  • witness the giving birth of a baby
  • celebrate my birthday in a GK site
  • start a collection ( conviction shirts of God, country and environment)
  • keep a memory box/es
  • try different foreign cuisine
  • hits of blogs: 100,000
  • start a mini- foundation with family and friends to send lots of kids and teens to school
  • get a passport
  • live outside the country for a month 
  • play an instrument ( a guitar)
  • visit a prison
  • visit a psychiatric ward
  • visit an orphanage
  • adopt a kid
  • learn another language
  • read lots of books
  • write lots of letters
  • read the bible from cover to cover
  • try yoga and capoeira
  • be in a sports team
  • wear contact lens
  • see my younger siblings graduate from college and be successful in their own chosen field especially arboy
  • find a good school for arboy for college
  • spoil my parents endlessly with material stuffs and travelling
  • watch a concert. already watched lots of concert but i would want to watch a concert of hillsong and don moen
  • highschool reunion
  • college reunion
  • maid of honor for bestfriends mishy and ryka's wedding
  • see Mishy become the best teacher, Ryka, the best surgeon and Felice, the best CPA lawyer
  • fall in love with a great guy and get married
  • have my dream wedding (wedding at the church, reception by the beach)
  • have kids and be a mummy
  • watch theater
  • go on mission to Africa and to other countries
  • go on mission to far-flung places in the Philippines
  • travel to other countries alone
  • slow dance
  • photograph myself underwater
  • spend a whole day on a hammock, reading a good book, by the beach
  • be in the middle of a field of flowers
  • plant and harvest rice (did this in iloilo in my lolo's farm. super fun especially when we're wet and muddy all over)
  • climb trees ( we do this a lot in the province, but i don't think i can climb anymore. haha!)
  • sleep on a nipa hut
  • sleep on a tent (lots of times, thanks to GK builds and YFC conferences and girl scout campings)
  • plant a tree (we even planted a mangrove when we were in Sorsogon)
  • have a pet
  • ride a carabao
  • cross a hanging bridge
  • overcome my fear of heights
  • have a GK legacy village in honor of my parents
  • build our family's dream house, an eco-house.
  • try pottery
  • start a business with family and friends, a social enterprise
  • meet the pope
  • sing in a bar...haha..no kidding!
  • own a laptop and a point and shoot cam with DSLR features e.g. Canon
  • try painting
  • go shopping in Divisoria, Quiapo, Bangkok, Hongkong, Singapore, US
  • serve a youth camp or CLP somewhere in Europe or US
  • celebrate 50th wedding anniversary of Ma and Pa
  • have a painting portrait of the whole family
  • own a toyota grandia for the family
  • build an organic farm for papa- with greenhouse
  • build a family rest house in Bohol (this doesn't mean i'm going to build all of these alone, fund to be exact, with my siblings of course)
  • field trip with the family within the country
  • travel outside the country with family
  • go on mission with the family
  • give papa a home entertainment showcase
  • and for mama a kitchen showcase
  • big, big family reunion with family on both sides
  • do wall- climbing, mountain climbing, rapelling
  • do water rafting
  • jetski and banana boat
  • iceskate
  • parasail, parachuting(?), ride on an air balloon
  • ride a cable car
  • ride a train
  • ride a yacht
  • go bungee- jumping
  • do the height thing just like in Crown Regency
  • scuba dive
  • see snow, make a snow man and snow angels
  • island- hop
  • ride a horse and an elephant
  • plunge into a waterfall
  • bathe in a river 
  • swim with the dolphin and the whales
  • see a great white shark upclose
  • go cruising
  • host in an event with lots of people
  • road trip in Luzon and Mindanao
  • road trip in the US
  • Europe trip
  • learn how to cook
  • swim through the Pacific Ocean
  • visit a museum
  • visit an amusement park (check: but i want to go to Disneyland, too. haha)
  • see the Magnificent Mayon Volcano, Maria Christina Falls, Chocolate Hills , San Juanico Bridge
  • visit Banaue Rice Terraces and the Underground River
  • go caving
  • visit GK sites in other countries
  • live to see GK established in Cebu and in my school, USC
  • visit a palace, castle
  • visit a vast forest and a safari
  • see the Eiffel Tower, Sydney Opera House, St. Peter's Basilica, Hollywood
  • visit Jordan River and Gethsemane Garden
  • visit a desert
  • ride a helicopter
  • ride a tanke de guera, military ship, military plane, military truck
  • serve GK in US and Europe
  • visit all the beautiful islands in the Philippines, 7,107
  • visit my dream places outside the country (i've been making a list)
  • visit 7,000 GK communities ( we had this conversation with papa that we have to visit at least 7,000 GK communities aroud the world in our lifetime. but i think 7,000 times in one site will do. haha)
  • live to see that Human Heart Nature be an international brand.
  • visit a zoo
  • be a godparent
  • bathe in a fireman's hose bath 
  • stay in the community of CFC for life
  • attend GK Global Summit and GK Highway of Peace
  • paint and landscape a GK house
  • step inside a mosque
  • have a Muslim friend
  • live away from family for months, stay in a boarding house
  • donate blood
how bout you? why not write your dreams down. it's fun and inspiring and it'll make you dream big, not only for yourself, but for others as well and at the same time and i think it'd remind you to pray more, not only to ask God to bless and grant you what you dream of, but to be able to thank Him everytime you get to crush out and fulfill every dream. Good luck with your bucket list!

    a traveller's journey. (my supposedly travel blog that got -- oh, never mind.)

    we had our first household weeks ago which i was so excited about because i wasn't able to attend one for several months. during our household, we weren't able to do our individual and personal sharing cause that was a teaching night. The teaching that night really inspired me to start a travel blog since i love to travel and dream of travelling some more, to write all about my trips, life- changing lessons learned and inspiration created and shared, obstacles encountered and fears conquered. i see myself, and i've been praying for it, that i get to travel alot, sharing God's selfless and unconditional love and His big and ultimate dream for the least. when travelling, it is essential that you bring with you your travelling bag, clothes needed for the trip, personal necessities that you can't live without and important points below as you not only travel literally but as you journey through life:

    • TRAVEL LIGHT. learn to differentiate the want from the need, you have to choose carefully the important stuff. you have to let go of the extra baggage of hurts, pains, unforgiveness, worries, anxieties that may hold you down and prevent you from reaching your desired destination. learn to move on carrying with you the lessons of the past and getting on with life and continue your journey.
    • TRAVEL with JOY and THANKSGIVING. when things are just right, it is easy to be grateful but when times get rocky and bad, being thankful amidst adversities is easier than done. yet no matter how difficult it may seem that you want to curse the darkness, let's learn to count our blessings that comes our way everyday. stop complaining and start living. every difficulty comes an oppurtunity.
    •  TRAVEL with HOPE. hope is the spark of light we see in a dark room of despair, the rainbow after the tragic storm, a helping hand in the middle of a heart- wrenching tragedy. hope is a reminder that there is a man up in the sky who cares for us despite the harsh and cruel realties that life brings. hope is in our hands if we chose to hold on to it and pass the light to others.
    • TRAVEL with GOD. this journey through life takes two, it takes you and your God, me and my God. a journey is never the same without a partner, a friend, a guide. you have to share it with someone who'll enjoy your crazy antics, listen to your depressing grievancesm accompany you in your unbearable loneliness, and love you for your flaws and imperfections, and for who you are and who'll cheer you on when you're feeling blue.
            *thanks for sharing this ate shayne.
        
           i vow to live life to the fullest, to dedicate my whole life for God and country, to journey with much hope for tomorrow, to strengthen my faith, to be filled with God's overflowing love, to laugh and cry a lot, and create more memories with people who matter. i promise i'll be having the time of my life. (pinky finger promise).

    got me thinking.

    God is closest to me
    when everything seems blurry
    im simply astound how everything seems to conspire
    when God's ablazing love is on fire

    God is my strength and my stronghold
    amidst all frustrations, depressions and cold
    he keeps me up when everything seems down
    He'll forever be the bestest friend i've found.

    thoughts

    Queries unceasingly pour through my head
    answers to my questions are way, way ahead
    talking to God, healps ease all the pain
    it's the only thing that keeps me struggling and sane.

    find the energy stored in potential field....

    my mind's blank and all i wanna do is scream
    till i lose my voice
    and no one can hear me no more

    Why are we seeking God?
    did He ever get lost?
    Is he hiding?
    or we're hiding away from Him?
    or are we trying to get away from Him?

    CONFUSION
    weirdly exasperating
    gasping for breathe
    everything around seems blurry
    clueless, restless, endless

    HAPPY
    wouldn't it be nice
    if the world is filled
    not with hurts and aches
    but with joyous moments
    laughters, smiles, hugs

    SWIRLS
    go round and round
    swirly and curvy
    yet it is bound to end

    my faith journey.

    new blog.

    let the stories start flowing
    inspirations ought to be shared
    to captivate faith, hope, and love

    so now the journey begins.