Test of Faith.

and the tests continue, even after college.

days filled with anxiety, doubts and questions. and to think school is officially over, no project and other school deadlines to beat, project thesis to thoroughly study, exams to cram, assignments to finish. on spiritual dryness at the moment. have to find the grace to really sit down and pray.  but when you think everything seems utterly hopeless, a light suddenly appears out of nowhere. just when you feel so down and say, "Lord, i surrender everything to you.", a sparkle of hope starts to slowly extinguish the darkness of doubt.  an act of surrender may not be a sign of weakness or an act of cowardice after all. it simply means that you did your part and gave your best, and when nothing of what you really wanted happens, step asides and say to the One who makes all things possible, " Lord, i did my part and already gave my all, thy will be done." and allow His amazing and greater plans to surprise and blow you away.

*just when i thought that our project thesis design will not be approved, our project adviser says that we did our part, and it's time to pass it on to the next batch of researchers.

*just when i thought that i won't be able to finish school on time, i was able to graduate last March 20

*just when i thought that i won't be able to join the 2010 GK Bayani Challenge, my brother decided to help me out with the transportation and other expenses.

*just when i thought that my dream of visiting Palawan be postponed because our trip got delayed, --> wait til my next blog. :)